journey 4 a cause

I really feel great when traveling. For me its a feeling of exploring what you want to see and slightly nervous feeling that you might got lost from nowhere. But those feelings are just normal.

†♠foto exhibit....♠†

such a long day.. haizt... it's been a long tiring and head-aching day for all of masscom pipz... from scratch to exhibiting board in our photo exhibit... the exhibit showcases the photos that we capture from our own ideas... The exhibit comprise whole lot of fun, confusion, irritated and angry faces of my colleagues. Those feelings were faded and replace by smiling faces and laughter.

The picture falls to human interest category. I can't remember its title. Hihih... Sad to say it didn't won. Badly I want to win but winning is not my game. This picture was taken in Amadeo, Cavite. Place serves as our subject for Photography class. A bit hard to take pictures but it takes a lot of charm and charisma to convince the subject to do what you want it to be. Like the picture on the left side, I just took a stolen shot of two women living in a old, ruined house. Although poor, they sure make their life comfortable since its hard to live for now. They surely contented on what they have for no as long as they live and love together. I titled it as "Live In", coz on my first sight of this photo, this title pop-up in my mind and curiously I named it that way.

I had taken this picture also in Amadeo. Its hard to find a subject in such one day and to think that it will be an astonishing photo of the year. I really had a hard time to convince the child just to pose for my shot. Its a portrait style of taking photos. As his mom says, "Mahirap kunan 'yan sobrang mahiyain", it takes a lot of courage and patience to do. But, because I'm a mass comm studes I had convince him and finally he never haad a tantroums. I didn't jointhis photo in our exhibit. Myprofessor had to get it and I insisted to give it so, I didn't gave it. Hahah... So, selfish of me.

Next photo that I have shot is the church of Amadeo. I had a hard time to took it and captivating the shot I want. It was raining when I caught it so I must really have to speed up my time taking it picture. My professor also told us that never capture architectural building like houses and churches but I don't have a choice most of my group mates had took pictures of houses. So I grab the opportunity and take the chance of taking it before somebody will do it too.

On this side, I have taken picture of a landscape of a house in Amadeo. I boosted up myself to convince the owner to take a picture of their landscape. It capture my attention because of its uniqueness and simplicity. Although not that good to take, still a piece to be proud of. Honestly, it was hard to take pictures because the owner of the house persistently looking at me until I got finished the taking picture. After taking picture, the owner wants to see the picture if its nice or bad. But, I told her I was using an SLR camera and in order to look at it it has to be developed. Then she agreed and finally let me out in thier house.

We have four boards in displace. We showcases photos of our own captured of architectural sites, landscape natural scenery, portrait of different people and collaboration of human interest in the real face of society. It's been a tiring day but worth it to be summed. I must say that its just the beginning of our long journey in fulfilling our different dreams and precise goals in life. It's just an inch of what we can do. It is the start of busy schedules for the preparation of our week-long exams. Finally, it is the start of our semestral break. I'm so happy to say that we can rest for a bit after the exhausted days in college. It is hard to face those days in tertiary level but, those rigid days is the key to success. Well, well, well, glad to tell you that it is fine for now but I can say that it will stay good as long as masscom pipz will cooperate. Masscom pipz always rule.♣:-)

:-(emo bLog:-(

from scratch to will...

have you ever realized that every time you were alone you will never see the real beauty of life. Don't just relax and sit in all ways of your life. Use those feet of yours to explore the wonder of your surroundings. Life is not an empty bottle that every time you want to fill is the time you just have to put. Don't be stagnant in just one place live your life to the fullest. Enjoy being yourself and don't think others might says to you. Those things will never help you to overcome your inhibitions in life. Rock on, laugh till you drop and head bang as long as you want. There are lot of places to go in order to forget the tragedy or what so ever. It's my first time to use the bLog.. Some of my colleagues told me that its good to have because in this way you can express anything you want to say. Maybe to your enemy, friends, and whoever he/she or it may be. I'm not good in expressing myself to other. So I gradually take the chance to do this because I have some problems that I might see that can't be solve by anyone. even me I can't accomplish this problems I have. I want to share it but I can't put it into words. I can't figured out how to express it because of my insecurity. If ever your in my case you may understand what I'm trying to impose. I'm saying non-sense things you can't even get any lessons or help in reading this blog. Its a non-sense to read. I just want to have a journal I might say to just release the anger I have now. I really feel bad every time I did wrong things. I want to kick myself and punch my face just to realize that I did wrong choice. Although I have lots of choices to choose from but I did a wrong decision. I really feel bad, terrible, disgusting and anything that may connect to bad ideas. I don't; know what is wrong with me but I must say I admit those wrong choices and I see to it that I will never ever do those things in my entire life. This is not a so good blog that you ever read in your life. I'm an amateur writer in here and I consider this blog as an introduction of my long writings in life. Somebody sees me as industrious but I step on some feelings of my colleagues. I didn't intended to do it but its just an instant reaction of my emotions. I'm sorry to do those things. There is a book that I have read that says that doing wrong things to other may make stronger relationship to them. You may even consider him/her as closest friends and closest enemy as well. For last say, I may not perfect like you but this is me the deeply self-centered emotional person. I don't share my thoughts and feelings I keep it myself because I don't want to be ridiculous when somebody heard my feelings. Men should not be emotional but that is in latter year of oldies but now men and women are in same ground that both of them are emotional in any matter. My first blog and my first expression of real me... Happy when you look at me but , deeply sad inside.