from scratch to will...
have you ever realized that every time you were alone you will never see the real beauty of life. Don't just relax and sit in all ways of your life. Use those feet of yours to explore the wonder of your surroundings. Life is not an empty bottle that every time you want to fill is the time you just have to put. Don't be stagnant in just one place live your life to the fullest. Enjoy being yourself and don't think others might says to you. Those things will never help you to overcome your inhibitions in life. Rock on, laugh till you drop and head bang as long as you want. There are lot of places to go in order to forget the tragedy or what so ever. It's my first time to use the bLog.. Some of my colleagues told me that its good to have because in this way you can express anything you want to say. Maybe to your enemy, friends, and whoever he/she or it may be. I'm not good in expressing myself to other. So I gradually take the chance to do this because I have some problems that I might see that can't be solve by anyone. even me I can't accomplish this problems I have. I want to share it but I can't put it into words. I can't figured out how to express it because of my insecurity. If ever your in my case you may understand what I'm trying to impose. I'm saying non-sense things you can't even get any lessons or help in reading this blog. Its a non-sense to read. I just want to have a journal I might say to just release the anger I have now. I really feel bad every time I did wrong things. I want to kick myself and punch my face just to realize that I did wrong choice. Although I have lots of choices to choose from but I did a wrong decision. I really feel bad, terrible, disgusting and anything that may connect to bad ideas. I don't; know what is wrong with me but I must say I admit those wrong choices and I see to it that I will never ever do those things in my entire life. This is not a so good blog that you ever read in your life. I'm an amateur writer in here and I consider this blog as an introduction of my long writings in life. Somebody sees me as industrious but I step on some feelings of my colleagues. I didn't intended to do it but its just an instant reaction of my emotions. I'm sorry to do those things. There is a book that I have read that says that doing wrong things to other may make stronger relationship to them. You may even consider him/her as closest friends and closest enemy as well. For last say, I may not perfect like you but this is me the deeply self-centered emotional person. I don't share my thoughts and feelings I keep it myself because I don't want to be ridiculous when somebody heard my feelings. Men should not be emotional but that is in latter year of oldies but now men and women are in same ground that both of them are emotional in any matter. My first blog and my first expression of real me... Happy when you look at me but , deeply sad inside.
have you ever realized that every time you were alone you will never see the real beauty of life. Don't just relax and sit in all ways of your life. Use those feet of yours to explore the wonder of your surroundings. Life is not an empty bottle that every time you want to fill is the time you just have to put. Don't be stagnant in just one place live your life to the fullest. Enjoy being yourself and don't think others might says to you. Those things will never help you to overcome your inhibitions in life. Rock on, laugh till you drop and head bang as long as you want. There are lot of places to go in order to forget the tragedy or what so ever. It's my first time to use the bLog.. Some of my colleagues told me that its good to have because in this way you can express anything you want to say. Maybe to your enemy, friends, and whoever he/she or it may be. I'm not good in expressing myself to other. So I gradually take the chance to do this because I have some problems that I might see that can't be solve by anyone. even me I can't accomplish this problems I have. I want to share it but I can't put it into words. I can't figured out how to express it because of my insecurity. If ever your in my case you may understand what I'm trying to impose. I'm saying non-sense things you can't even get any lessons or help in reading this blog. Its a non-sense to read. I just want to have a journal I might say to just release the anger I have now. I really feel bad every time I did wrong things. I want to kick myself and punch my face just to realize that I did wrong choice. Although I have lots of choices to choose from but I did a wrong decision. I really feel bad, terrible, disgusting and anything that may connect to bad ideas. I don't; know what is wrong with me but I must say I admit those wrong choices and I see to it that I will never ever do those things in my entire life. This is not a so good blog that you ever read in your life. I'm an amateur writer in here and I consider this blog as an introduction of my long writings in life. Somebody sees me as industrious but I step on some feelings of my colleagues. I didn't intended to do it but its just an instant reaction of my emotions. I'm sorry to do those things. There is a book that I have read that says that doing wrong things to other may make stronger relationship to them. You may even consider him/her as closest friends and closest enemy as well. For last say, I may not perfect like you but this is me the deeply self-centered emotional person. I don't share my thoughts and feelings I keep it myself because I don't want to be ridiculous when somebody heard my feelings. Men should not be emotional but that is in latter year of oldies but now men and women are in same ground that both of them are emotional in any matter. My first blog and my first expression of real me... Happy when you look at me but , deeply sad inside.
